I havent posted for like a month already.. so yah.. I had this birthday treat in red box with Camille, coralynne, meghann, clarie, tonichi, juancho, paolo and Anthony.. then watched wedding crashers.. Bea wasn’t able to come! And manica.. we had some misunderstandings with her so he didn’t come.. but its cool now.. we’re getting along really well again.. but after my birthday, i got sick! crap! i think i drank too much iced tea.. haha..

Then this august we just had coralynnes and bea's treat @ yellow cab... not really in yellow cab.. but its yellow cab.. haha.. lol.. me, camille, manica and meghann thought of giving her something individually but then we decided to buy her 4 stuff toys with the same look but different colors.. we were like thinking if cora happens to look at those stufftoys.. all she's gotta remmeber is US.. heheh.. uhmm.. yah! hope she liked it! then i bought bea a small stuffed elephant... and hope she liked it too! after we had our lunch we watched again a movie.. bewitched.. then all of us had to separate ways.. the four of us manica camille and meghann went to rustans... we took pictures and we had like 70 pictures all in one day.. geez.. can you imagine how vain these people are!?! ... including me... lol..

Yesterday i went to the mall and bought chocolates for tomorrows friendship day.. whew,, its a matter of showing them your gratitude but not showing them only what you can give them... anyways... opening of intrams tomorrow! parents day on monday! gettin ready for the sabayang pagbigkas next week! looking forward for the cheering competition... GO sophies! lol..

so.. thats about it..

latah!

Well ive gotta make up my mind now about whats 
happening around.. There are lotsa things that’s 
confusing me..
 THE HORIZON IS JUST IN FRONT
OF MY FACE AND ITS GOT ME ACTING STUPID
PRETENDING EVERYTHINGS FINE.. AND
EVERYTHINGS GONNA BE ALRIGHT!! 
Geez! will I let go of this??? Hopefuly I can! Fuq! 
I don’t know now whom I gonna believe and trust!
 I wanna talk to the people whose related to my 
situation.. I wanna make things clear.. Its just that 
things are destructing me.. i cant focus well..
i currently feel.. bad and at the same time not??
mixed emotions right now.. im trying myself to 
be busy so i could not think of thesad things
that ABSORB me! 
 
         
So deep that it didn’t even bleed and catch me,
Off guard
Red handed; now I’m far from lonely
Asleep I still see you lying next to me
So deep that it didn’t even bleed and catch me.

I need something else
would someone please just give me?
Hit me and knock me out
And let me go back to sleep
I can laugh all I want inside
I still am empty
So deep that it didn’t even bleed and catch me.

I’ll be just fine pretending I’m not
I’m far from lonely
And it’s all that I’ve got
I’ll be just fine pretending I’m not
I’m far from lonely
And it’s all that I’ve got

I guess I remember every glance you shot me
Unharmed, I’m losing weight and some body heat
I squoze so hard
I stopped your heart from beating
So deep that I didn’t even scream Fuck me.
It’s all that I’ve got.

So deep that it didn’t even bleed and catch me
So deep that I didn’t even scream Fuck me.